:)

"i know that it may be a little too soon,
but when the feeling's there,
you know you gotta ♥ it."

we must be some kind of superstars.

last sunday, i was damned bored all alone at home. since everyone's out of the house, i called up Atilia asking her to go out for lunch and i quickly get dressed and left the house headed to Kampung Baru, where she live.

we had no idea where to go to eat, after several choices, we made a way to Ampang Point, where we had Taiwanese noodles and rice. yum, yum!

Atilia and i later went to the second hand shop and had a blast laughing all the way. lol. ;D

we met Dian and Azlan later on at McD and went and lepak at Pelita for awhile, as always, it was raining that evening.

so since we had nothing to do, i was thinking about a karaoke session at the newly opened mall in Wangsa Maju, the Wangsa Walk Mall and brooom, we're off to there.

the name of the karaoke box are Superstar Karaoke and the place is kinda cool, the price is not that expensive though, so we booked the place for two hours and scream our lungs out. ;)


it was such a fun day. Atilia is now enjoying her holiday at UK, so have a great vacation, girl, can't wait to see you back next week.

much xx.

zakiyy's 18th.

To Raja Muhammad Zakiyy, Happy Birthday!
May your 18th will be as sweet as 16th.

lots of ♥

haha-lloween.

happy halloween, bitches.

xx.

week roundup part deux.

here's part two of my October week roundup. ;)

oct 20th;

my final semester result is out and everything's well. so in conjuction for a little celebration, i went out to see Dann, Ady and Aliph. me and Dann met Mya for the first time after a few months being friends through the net. heee. ooh, me and Aliph got ourselves a new hair'do.

oct 23rd;

i went out with Anuar and his twin friends, Ara and Ana. they're hilarious! it was fun hanging with them. later that nite, i bumped into Fikri and his friends for awhile. it's been awhile since i last saw him.

oct 24th;

Muhallil and i went to see daddy and auntie at pertama complex for our sister's wedding attire and as always, daddy hates my hair. lol.

later that evening, i brought Lil with me to see my friends, Rio, Ean, Mira, Dann and Jaja.

fun fun as always.

;)





oct 26th;

i went jalan - jalan at the new mall at wangsa maju, wangsa walk mall with Syaiqim. we had an amazing drinks at auntie kopitiam there. they had thise awesome lemon strawberry drink. totally loves it!

oct 27th;

i went to refund for Beyonce's tickets with Syaiqim and we got lost for like an hour to get there. lol.

back to kl, we went to the mamak stall infront of my college for late lunch and met Alice and her new hair! she looked gorgeous!

the so-called triangle drama.

"the funny thing about the drama this time around, it's just that things were never really quite happen but then, i guess some people are just being plain dramatic..."

Ouch!

p.s~ i just don't the like the fact that i've entered myself in a stupid situation. wayyy beyond stupid!
X

week roundup part un.

since i haven't updated my blog for like ages, that doesn't mean that nothing is going on. well actually, there's so many things happened for the past few weeks. it's just that i've been a very lazy ass to update it. so i guess a little diary-like post might be interesting. ;p

let's start it off with oct 12th;

three sibling from three different mums. good job, daddy! ;p

my sister had her 27th birthday and so we went for a dinner somewhere with my stepmum and her siblings. how annoying is that? it's kinda dramatic that nite. oh well whatever, next!

oct 17th;

since my younger brother, Muhallil just finished his PMR exams, all of us went back to Ipoh to visit grandpa and my aunts there.

i had a reunion with my old IDC colleague, Jia Yieng, who stayed there and we had such a great time. it was kinda my first time hanging out with a friend outside KL actually. lol.

oct 18th;

back from Ipoh, we went straight to Rawang to visit Uncle Bala, papa's friend. it was Deepavali that day. had an awesome food!

later that nite went out shisha with dann, ady, the twins, pdot and his gang as well atilia and her gang. ;)

special thanx to Kak Ira for the treat! he he.


and lastly on the 19th, Beyonce announced that she decided to postponed her I Am... Tour stop in Malaysia. sucks to the max y'all! ;[

well, that's it for now. stay tuned for part two!

X

bla, bla, blahhh.

it feels like ages since the last time i blogged about something.
what the hell, mel?

i guess my life is turning boring now.

*yawnnn*

lol.

not fair.

"i think it's not really fair to let go your anger towards people who had done nothing but innocent in the whole situation."

;[

that nite was a good nite part deux.

"everybody loves ooooh!" - Britney Spears, 3

yep, that's one line from Britney's new song that i think everyone love to do. gettin' sexy and wild on a fun nite. hehe.

so i think this entry marked the third consecutive weeks about me going out partying. lol. well what to do, i'm on my study break. my exam has already ended and what else to do rite? ;p

Kobain told me the day before that he want to go clubbing with Leen and so i decided tto agged Syaiqim along. heeee.

the place was sure packed when it hit by midnight. the music was good and people were having their good time and me and my friends had a blast that nite. okay, no more partying after this Mel!

;p

an old pal of mine.

on late afternoon, i got a text from an old pal of mine, Twahira, asking me to chill out at a place nearby our homes. we used to be primary and secondary schoolmates back then and i used to bumped into her around KL. like she always said, "kau ni muke pavi mel, asyik - asyik jumpe ko kat situ." LOL.

so since i've got nothing to do at home (actually i do, which is spring cleaning my room. ;p) i decided to meet her up at old taste cafe. it was nice to see some old peeps after so long. we catching up some stuffs as well talking about those past dramas. hehe. i had a great time.

until next time.

;)

all over sunday.

last sunday, i went out to KL all alone and it was kinda cool but i felt kinda lame being alone and thank god Syaiqim gave me a ring to asked me out and since i told her i'm already in KL, she came here a.s.a.p. hehe.

we decided to have a late lunch at Carl's Jr. and then went off to meet her friends and then went to Hartamas for awhile before heading to Damai. omgosh, i know rite? it's like all over the place. heeee.

anyway, thanks Syaiqim for the day outing. i had fun.

;)

the b word raya reunion.

the next day after clubbing was Wani's open house. obviously all the B Word gang was there, with the exception Nana, who had something on that day. so i went with Sheila to Wani's house, which located at Melawati.

upon arrived there, Aya and Asfira were already there and most of the guest are Wani's parents guests. so we just chilled for awhile and waited for the rest to come.


the food was awesome, they got Laksa, Mee Hoon Sup, Nasi Impit and etc. fuhhh so much to choose from. hehe. later afterward, Aisyah, Puteri, Lisya and Mira came and the chaos begin! haha.

the girls ate like up to four to five times. gile-lah weyyh. lol. wani's little brother kinda annoying ok, but he's kinda cool. haha. her little sister is so cuteee. hehe. we stayed at her house until nite. gosh, that's the longest time i've ever been to someone's house. lol.

it was a fun day with all my bitches around. we rarely seen together these days, so it's kinda cool once awhile to gathered together.

until the next time i see them again.

;)

we like to party, party.

this nite out was totally unexpected. i wasn't sure whethere i want to go out to party that nite, but Kobain was bored and he wanted to have some fun, so i texted my old pal, Fikri and picked him up and then picked Kobain up and we're off to our fun place. lol.

Kobain and i got the opportunity to dance at the podium, so what else can u expect rite? heeeeee.
the music was totally awesome too! basically all the new hits and club favorites are being played all nite long! hehe.

soon later, it's time to go home, Fikri and his friend, Zarul wanted to chill somewhere, but i'm just too tired to go. maybe some other time peeps.

xoxo.

;)

my little darlings.

hey darlings. how y'all feeling? i hope everyone is good good. hehe. it's been like ages since the last time i blogged, well it's because that i've been pretty much lazy to log in my blogger account. haha.

turns out, i do miss blogging after some time. so expect a little mega post coming up. (gile perasan kan?! ;p)

so last week mum got a called from Mak Teh saying that she and all her grandchildren are with her at JJ Au2. so mum was like, do u guys want to meet your little nephews and niece? of course duhh! it's been like months since the last time i saw those toddlers. i missed them so much!

as we arrived at the food court, i can hear two of my nephews, Zaaryiel and Saszreen screaming and running around the playground. gosh.

their youngest brother, Naazryiel had pretty much grown up so fast! the last time i saw him was when he was like 4 or 6 months old and now he's about to turn to one years old! time moves so fast, isn't it. nasib die mau gak kat aku nie. hehe.

me holding Naazryiel, while Muhalil holding Aiman. ;)

Amin & Saszreen. comot makan ice cream! heee.

kak sheila's son, Aiman is pretty much with his mother all the time. tersangatlah susah for me to play around with him. grrr.

his baby sister, Ariqa, who was born few months ago are growing up to. she's the only girl grandchildren on mak teh's family. yay! i can buy some cool girl stuffs for her later on. hehe.

apparently, i couldn't snapped a picture of Zaaryiel, who's been running around all over the mall. haihh. sabar jelah. so that day i was babysitting them for a while, while mak teh, kak sheila and mama went around. omgosh, penatt ok!

so that's what happened on that day. at least terubat rindu. hehe.

the best & the worst.

the best part of being single is you are free to do whatever you want,

but

the worst part of being single is you are pretty much would feel lonely...


god i sound like a bit desperate, isn't it?

LOL!

passing judgements.

looking back for the past nine months, a lot of things have been happening. despite everything that happened, there will always be ups and downs.

you can't run away from everything that happened. that's one thing i learned when you faced down stuffs that you just wish you don't have to go through.

lately, i've been hearing a lot of stuffs that i don't want to hear. i see the things that i don't want to see and i felt things that i don't want to feel.

it really sucks that by just being yourself, can lead into some awful judgments being made about you. i know that at one point, not everyone will like you for whatever you do. i mean i really get it. the point is, is it a crime to just be your own self? am i really interrupting your life in any way?

i go through my life the way it leads me to and i follow it the way that i want to go to. i don't stirs people's lives. i don't burden my friends, but yet this is what i get, a lot more of bad judgements.

i'm not saying that i changed so much from my past lives. for me, it's just part of growing up. everyone had gone through this. the difference is i have my own way, and you have your own way too in terms of handling our own lives.

it's not like when i don't acted like the same person you knew before, that doesn't mean that i drastically changed to another person. like i said, i'm growing up. i like to experienced new thing. i like to challenge myself to another level in my life to make things better for myself not like some of you people. ugh.

i'm not being a hater, and i'm not here to judge you. i'm just being who the hell i am. at the end of day, people say things that they like, and do what they want, and i know that i'm doing the best i could.

;)

fun hectic weekends.

it's always a tradition during Raya for people to attend open houses. it's is usually more about friends rather than family cause we didn't get a chance to celebrate with our friends since we had it first with our family. like duhh!

so last weekend was total fun!

it all started when my long-time friend, Fikri dropped by to setiawangsa to meet, who else, Acap and me, since he already left Setiawangsa few years ago.

so we usually have party time together so without hesitation, we're off to our favourite spot and dance all nite long to those beats. it's been like a long time the last time i went clubbing. gawdd, i missed clubs so much. well, a boy gotta have his fun you 'know. ;p

there, i met few of my friends, Razien and Azlan and get to know with their friends, Atilia, Dian & Sharel, who pretty much were fun to be with. oh, something kinda exotic happened at the dancefloor. lol. no explanation needed. ;p



so the next day, Razien told me that he's gonna have an open house and so i decided to tagged Kobain and Acap along. Razien's house was actually the third houses for that day. first it was my lower floor neighbor, and then it was Acap's open house.

after Acap's, we left his place and went to Razien. there were a lot of foods. we're kinda get a special treatment there because most of us segan silu gituw. haha. ;p

next was Danang's house. he just invited a few close friends. as usually, he cooked all the foods by himself. hehe. when we got there, ady and chin were there, but sadly Mira left early. we had some Lasagna and Spaghetti (i think). lol.

special thing at Danang's house was me, Kobain and Acap make a dance performance exclusively for our guests ok! LOL! after that, we went downstairs playing with fire flower (bunga api?) haha. take a look at Ady's amazing fire shots. loves it!

this one is Raya.

this one is boy's thing. ;p

and this one is a girl's thing. ;p

suga ain't sweet as always: the story of Sugababes.

I'm a very big fan of the UK girl band, Sugababes as u can see my collection of their music here, since the day they all started.

I was like in my primary school days when i heard the song, "Overload" and absolutely fell in love with them. Back then, the original members were Keisha Buchanan, Mutya Buena & Siobhan Donaghy.

They had a minor sucess and the later band released their first album, "One Touch" and released three more singles before Siobhan Donaghy left the band to pursue a solo career. I did contacted with her through Myspace and it was very delightful talking to her.

The original line up , Mutya Buena, Keisha Buchanan & Siobhan Donaghy.

The band later held up an audition for a new member and Heidi Range, whose a former Atomic Kitten member herself, joined the band. They had a huge sucess with their second album, "Angels With Dirty Faces", which is my favourite album of them and they had two UK #1 hit, "Freak Like Me" and "Round Round", which is definitely caught the attention of my ears.



"Overload"

The second line-up with Heidi Range, Mutya Buena & Keisha Buchanan.

The Sugababes were kinda a big thing in their home, but they also enjoyed some success in some part of Europe and Asia, i'm not really sure about Malaysia, but i heard and seen some of the girls' music and videos in our local shores. They released two more albums with this line up, "Three" in 2003 and "Taller In More Ways" in 2005, which included their biggest hit ever to date, "Push The Button". Yeah, i think most of you guys heard that song before. I even chose their song, "Ugly" for my school singing competition back when i was in form 5. I sang the song with three more of my former friends (LOL) and we won first place. gosh, quite a memory ey?


"Push The Button"

I was deeply shocked and sad when i found out that my favourite Sugababe, Mutya decided to quite back in Dec 05. She's the most unique among them all based on my own opinion. I'm glad she didn't waste any time and started doing a solo record and had a quite of success with "Real Girl" back in 2007.

The third line-up with Amelle Berrabah, Keisha Buchanan & Heidi Range.

With Mutya's gone, she was replaced by Amelle Berrabah, who I think, she have a few resemblance of Mutya. It's kinda hard at first to see my favourite member left and new girl in, but I still support their music cause their music is quite different than most of the girl bands/groups out there. Sugababes wrote their own songs and gives different sounds for each different albums and I think that's why people love them.

Amelle was introduced in the song, "Red Dress", a re-recorded new version from the same album. She's also later on became my favourite Sugababe cause i just love her husky voice. They continued as a band together and released of their first greatest hits collection, "Overloaded: The Singles Collection" and follow-up with a new album in 2007 with "Change", which contained the hit single, "About You Now".



"About You Now"

I thought after the "Change" album they're gonna take a break or something, but i'm wrong, the release of "Catfights & Spotlights" in 2008 prove that these girls doesn't want to take a break. I found that the album is a bit a let down to me, cause the sound of the record is a bit soul/retro at that time, since most singers like Duffy and Amy Winehouse are doing the same genre. Oh well, I did have the CD anyway, it's not that bad.

After the disappointing "Catfights & Spotlights", they decided to take a little break and work on their 7th studio album with top producers such as RedOne, who did Lady GaGa's "Just Dance", "Poker Face", Ne-Yo and some other top US producers. I smell a US invasion, y'all! The release of "Get Sexy" last month in Aug 2009 really get me hooked on again on them. The club-banger song also became some my friends favourite, mainly Kobain, who's the Queen of Clubs as not many of my friends are a big fan of the Sugababes.


"Get Sexy"

So i thought they will have a success again as the new single is really catchy and very 2009-ish type of songs, and it really got me excited for the new album. The release of the second single, "About A Girl" which was produced by hit maker, RedOne proved that the babes is ready for a comeback season this year, but some controversies came on....

Like many bands, rumours about breaking up and band members leaving are very typical and Sugababes are also became the target of the rumours. Rumours circulated last month that Amelle, who joined the band in 2005 is leaving the group after a bust-up with her co-members. The release of her first solo single outside the Sugababes with Tinchy Stryder, the UK #1 hit, "Never Leave You", also lead to rumours that she's gonna quit the band and start a solo career, but in contrast of the stories, someone else is leaving.

The fourth & hopefully last line-up with Amelle Berrabah, Heidi Range & Jade Ewen.

I was shocked few days ago when I went online and read official statements from various websites, including their official one that the sole original founding member, Keisha is leaving the band the remaining two members will be joined by new comer, Jade Ewen, who famous for represented UK for the Eurovision Song Contest in 2009.

My reaction was like what?! a new line-up again? Gawdd. It was really dissapointing since all the original members are all gone, so what is Sugababes anymore? To make things looked really ugly they even re-recorded all the new songs behind Keisha's back and shot the video for "About A Girl" a day after Keisha left. How absurd is that?

When I looked at those pictures of the new Sugababes, I found that their originality is fading away, they looked like some Pussycat Dolls wannabes or some other typical girl bands. Gosh, why oh why?! I do think that the new line-up need to pick up a new names as the name Sugababes is gone to me. Although they make quite a good looking trio, still I think most fans will find it hard to accept this. Well, we'll see how the new Sugababes 4.0 will take us on...

Sugababes Discography:

Albums:
One Touch (2000)
Angels With Dirty Faces (2002)
Three (2003)
Taller In More Ways (2005)
Overloaded: The Singles Collection (2006)
Change (2007)
Catfights & Spotlights (2008)
Sweet 7 (2009)

#1 Singles:
Freak Like Me
Round Round
Hole In The Head
Push The Button
Walk This Way (with Girls Aloud)
About You Now

Ouch! Ouch!; Ouch! Ouch!

boys and girls, this is what i'll be getting for my tooth treatment:

it's called "Root Canal Treatment" and more about it, click here.


Update 25/Sept/09: I finally did my treatment, so far syukur semua Alhamdullillah selamat. My badly damaged tooth is starting to heal.

I almost had a mental breakdown due to massive headache. THANK GOD it's all gone when i woke up this morning. :)

Now no heavy meals for one week! GAWDD!!

beyonce knowles, here we come!!!

my third day of raya was quite fun, it's the day that Beyonce's I Am World Tour tickets being sell today and i'm freaking excited to get it.

so far the people that confirmed to go is kobain, aleen and leen, the rest, i have no idea. ;p

kobain thought about getting the 383 one and he's willing to sell his phone you know, (i know rite?!) but then plan changed and he went down a lil' bit with the 283 one with aleen, while me and leen got the 183 one. yela, kami x mampu sangat. ;p

so since my bff, alice is working at pavillion today, due to that her main outlet at klcc transfered her there, i decided to asked her to company me to get the tickets.

we went to the main venue which is supposed to be at the pavillion there, but somehow they changed the place at lot 10, so i bet it's at the tower records store, so we walked to there. when we got there, the booth has not yet opened so we went for a break fast at mc'D sg. wang. gosh, i missed their pancakes so much! hehe.

back to tower records, people had already queuing up and everyone was like excited. duh! oh yea, got this one makcik that is so damned annoying and snobbish like hell at the booth. she was like so mad when she found out that credit cards cannot be used to the hectic line and she, out of sudden burst up saying that how come no credit cards, bla bla bla and then everyone was so annoyed. alice politely tell her that everyone also went out to the atm machine since the credit card can't be used, and u know what that old lady said? "I'M NOT GONNA LEAVE MY LINE AND GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE, PLUS I'M BUYING THE 583 ONE AND I'M NOT GONNA GO AND TAKE OUT SO MUCH OF CASH FROM THE ATM!" damned....

i was like, "oh sorry then!" and alice was like "too bad for you la!" seriously, gampang gile kut makcik tu. kepoh! so what if u buy the most expensive one? beyonce doesn't even know u pun! haha!

after the drama at tower records, we left and alice, who supposed to work, suddenly got canned cause the pavillion outlet doesn't let workers from another outlets work at their outlet, so we left and she came to my house, sembang - sembang with mama and stuffs. haha.

between, catch this video of beyonce performing to a very special girl during her stop at the australian tour. i cried like crazy watching this!!



well people, feast your eyes with these tickets. i'm so excited about this, this will be the most major concert that i'll be attend to after some small showcases. for those who wish to know more, can visit this website. i just hope nothing will stop Sasha from performing here, in KL!

;p

raya two-zero-zero-nine.

this year Aidilfitri, my family decided to stay in kl, which is basically at ampang jaya, where papa's family stayed. we don't have plans yet when to raya at ipoh, which is my mum's side and for sure, i won't be raya-ing with daddy as he'll be with my stepmums. ;)

raya this year was okaylah, my family all wore matching pink-peach colors and we had our usual sessions for every raya, which is the salam maaf session and the family photo session. duh!! ;D

people have been coming non-stop at my grandparents' residence since the morning until late at 7.00 p.m. gosh! this year we served satay to our visitors and i had fun bakar satay sume. haha. unfortunately, i can't eat too much since i've got a toothache. i've already made my appointment, which is next wednesday, sept 23rd! GAWD! can u imagined? i have to wait for like four freakin' days to get my tooth fix. yikes!

so my brother and i decided to stayed at home while mum, papa and amin will stayed the nite at ampang. i was freakin bored at home and went out to see sheila, and we went to kobain's crib before ended up at alice's place for late nite chit chats. heee.



so that's my raya this year. i hope to visit ipoh soon. the only thing that i wanted to do when i'm back at ipoh is to visit my grandma's tomb, whom i'm dearly missed for almost 12 years since she left. Al-Fatihah...

salam aidilfitri.

To all my friends & family, I would like to wish you guys and babes, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin. Ampun maaf dipinta if i pernah tersilap kata, terkasar, tergumpat, termarah, terbenci, terejek, termusuh, segala ter-lah with you guys sume. heee.

I hope y'all have a wonderful aidilfitri this year and i shall see you people soon during my open house tour. haha.

;)

sasha fierce is coming to town.

saturday afternoon, while i'm in pain for my toothache, a friend of mine, fahmie, texted me asking whether do u know about the beyonce concert that's gonna be in kl? i was like WHAT?!

quickly i googled the net and voila, all the news has been spreading rapidly all over and i was way freaking excited. i quickly called mr. kobby fierce, who i think y'all knew, the biggest beyonce fan ever! and told him about it. hehe.

basically the concert will be on next month, oct 25th, with ticket price at rm 93, 183, 283, 383 & 583. gawdd. daddy, more duit raya please! haha.

i just hope i can go. it's a MUST!

xx.

thursday's fiesta.

thursday, sept 17th; since acap will be leaving to kelantan this raya, i thought about going out with him to get more stuffs. hehe.

so i went out with acap to sg. wang, in search for my new shoes and clothes. on the way there, i bumped into my internet friend, kerun, whom i've known for a quite couple of years. it's a long story. ;p

he was all alone, so we decided to hang around together. the shops were like all packed with people. i helped acap chose his raya outfits, glad that he picked one out of many choices i choose. haha.

after a couple of hours of shopping, acap had to go, so he dismissed and kerun and i met dann and ady and we're break fast together with special guest, mira! haha.


then makan - makan, walk all around and i had to leave early due to my sudden toothache. bloody hell! overall, i had fun, as always...
;p

"ady, dann & mira"

"kerun & i"

wednesday's fiesta.

"the boys aloud ramadhan reunion... LOL"

thursday, sept 16th; kobain planned to break fast outside since he has not break fast with his friends yet, so we sorta invite those who's available and so on. one of the guest was azahar, whom we haven't met for quite some time. heee.

i decided to tagged sheila along, so i went to picked her up and accompanied her to masjid jamek for awhile cause she need to exchange her kebaya due to her enormous boobs. haha. gosh, it was insane there, there's so many people around doing their raya shopping.

talk about shopping, papa finally gave me some cash for my own raya shopping spree. oooh i like! hehe. we left masjid jamek and went to klcc and the pavi and then sg. wang. gosh. gigih berjalan ok! i wanted to shop, but everywhere is like packed with people and i can't even see nice clothes. i guess most of the boys took them already. ugh. but i do managed to get some new pants and tees. heeee.

it's almost break fast time, so we walked back to pavi and met kobain, leen, dann, and azahar there. we decided to break fast at pepper lunch (if i'm not mistaken) and i had the salmon rice. yummy. fahmie and azahar's friend, fendi joined us too but fahmie left early cause he was too tired with works and stuffs.


after that we just went lepaking at starbucks. talking craps and stuffs. ohhh, kobain had his embarassing moment there and someone got me wet! like almost wet! haha. no explanation needed. ;p

it was fun. i still need more stuffs though. hehe.

the b word gang reunion.

the last time i met the whole b word gang was like ages ago. that was when everyone were busy with final exams and stuffs and we never really meet each other that much after our final exams.

but i do bumped into a few of them occasionally at lrt, mamak stall, etc. lol. only sheila the only bitch i've always contact to. heee. aisyah was busy with studies at segi and always at kajang. lisya, aya & mira work for awhile back then. asfira busy with her studies at shah alam. hmm puteri and wani pulak like hell busy working at their own respective family business. as for nana, she went off to johor for a long, long time. haha.

so since we never meet each other for a long time, they decided to have a break fast together last thursday. i was really excited cause everyone's gonna be there and hell yea i missed them so much! so they decided to break fast somewhere at sheila's place at sentul. SENTUL?! i know rite? there's still like so many places to go but they wanted to go there. sabar jelah!

i left home kinda late that evening cause traffic sucks to the max and can u imagined, i got stucked at the traffic just to go out from setiawangsa for like half an hour?! worst thing after that was after i make a turn to the DUKE highway to avoid another jammed at wangsa maju, i got stucked again at the ulu kelang road. damned! at that time it was like 6.15 or something. haha.

sheila contacted everyone and everyone were like stucked everywhere. some still at PJ, some still at bangsar, etc. gosh. so i managed to go through and arrived at sheila's house around 6.30 p.m and we rushed to the restaurant nearby cause it's getting late already. gosh.

thank god the place were not so packed yet. hehe. so me and sheila ordered the food while waiting for the rest to come. we ordered like HELL A LOT ok! among the dish were, ikan bawal three taste, lidah masak pedas, baby kailan special (i d k what it is), tom yam, thai bbq chicken, and some lala and kerang. amik ko! haha.

so everyone started to arrived and all hell breaks loose at the restaurant. our table was the most noisiest table ever! ;D it was fun though. long time no see kan? of course-la riuh. hehe. everyone came in pair except for me, aisyah and sheila. the rest dengan sesayangs masing2. gosh.

aisyah and sheila, our mak hayam. LOL.

puteri and wanie, she's a yuna wannabe! ;p

nana and rafique. nana's hair like liyana jasmay ok. HAHA!

lisya and mira. dua - dua rambut baru. haha.

lastly, asfira and aya. still bersama ye.

after break fast, some of them had to leave, so the rest we hang around at sheila's pool beside her apartment. getting crazy there. haha. sengal semuanya.

around 10.30, everyone kissed goodbyes and left.
it was such a fun reunion. after this raya reunion lak ok?
haha.

much xoxo bitches.

;p

pathetic.

some people are just plain pathetic.
agree?

everytime.

last nite, the same 'ol same 'ol thing strikes me over things that i shouldn't be bothered. it's hard to expressed everything here, only GOD and me knows how sad it felt when someone who had a very close relations to you break your heart again and again.

years after years, i grew up without much memory of you. you're not dead and gone, you are still here but yet so far away. you couldn't even bothered to find me to gain back what you're supposed to have with me.

i'm glad that someone else is taking your place and i'm very grateful to have that someone cause you know what? that someone is so much better than you.

after all these years, you want me to have a good relations with a bitch who took over the things that we're supposed to have. now how would that work out? i've already been patience forever, but for you to just slammed me off over ridicilous things are just beyond absurd.

so what if you don't like my hair? so what if you don't like what i'm wearing? you should accpet me regardless what. you always wanted things to be in your way. it's the same old thing everytime we see our eyes together. i'm sorry. i may looked like you but that doesn't mean that i'm same like you.

confessions of broken heart.

if i fall.

i'm not perfect like any others,
as long i'm happy, that's all that matters,
i keep telling myself not to worry,
well if you don't like it, then i'm sorry,
if you stay to long in your comfort zone,
all that you have wait may have gone...

i'm not afraid to let my world going down,
after all it is me, who are wearing the crown,
why would you think that nothing is wrong?
don't you have any idea that it's fate that brings you along...

let me go all round,
find me when i'm nowhere to be found,
stop me if i'm crossing my bound,
but you better
catch me if i fall on the ground.

after all,
this is my chance,
to get out of my trance,
i'm gonna rule my world,
and you won't say another word.

Written By B. Muzammil

;)

wild farewell.

last nite, my office mates threw a farewell party for the interns since most of them ended yesterday while i a week earlier than them. the party was at redbox ioi mall, puchong.
gosh, bapak gile jauh kan? haha.

i went there with norma from the office. i even buka puasa in the car ok! sedeh! haha. so everyone was there as this is like probably gonna be the last time we saw each other anymore.

we didn't just have a farewell, we also had a birthday celebration for the leena, the office's PA, as well mr. than, their engineer and their IT manager, mr. ong. so it's like farewell and birthday party together la.

the food was ok-oklah. you know-lah karaoke food, they don't really have that restaurant-ish taste. lol. i don't really ate that much. well not for dessert-lah. ;p


so, we all karaoke until like 3.00 a.m. gosh! it's been a while since "mello" came out. so it's kinda fun having him back with my colleagues ;p. since most them sings in chinese, so norma and i sang a bunch of hit songs to heat up the party. i even sang of of my fave chinese song, "wu niang", with the help of jia yieng and kai yan (both who wore the same yellow t-shirts). terkejut sume dengar aku nyanyi chinese. haha. oh yea, we even sang a couple of hindi song. ;D



people started to leave like around 12.00 and so on. so after my boss left, everyone started to getting wild baby! it was crazyyy fun! everyone is dancing to the beat. it's like we're in our own club or something. haha. so we stayed a couple of hours more before saying goodbye to everyone. norma (the one with the white shirt) drives me home. so a very big thank you to her! i'm surely gonna miss these people! i wish you all good luck in your life and maybe we see each other again in the future.

p.s to jia yieng~: remember take me to ipoh garden for breakfast arr when i go back ipoh!
;D

august thirty-first.

early mornin':

plan to see firework, but nothing, nada this year, so went lepaking with zakiyy, aliph, jaja & sasha fierce. ;p

late evening:

went to the melawati bazaar with acap, splurging as much food as i can and then went for a stop at kobain's.

pendek kata, hari merdeka tahun ini tersangatlah biasa ye.
but anyway, Happy Merdeka Malaysia!

;)

saturday at the town.

yesterday marked the first week of ramadhan. so me and friends went out break fasting together la since i'm free from everything! he he.

plan for yesterday was to celebrate the twins birthday, but then one of them can't make it and few other people couldn't make it too, so it was just like a normal outing la.

i invited kobain and acap too, but they seems to be busy with their families, so malas kaco. ;p thank god mommay sheila was free yesterday and she came along la.

we meet up at klcc late that afternoon and waited for dann, ady and mira to come over. so met them afterwards and walk around and met pdot and the gang for awhile.

since it's saturday, normal-lah ramai orang kan, and some more bulan puasa ni every restaurant and food courts will be packed, so we made a move to pavi to get a place at the food republic.

aliph, who is on the way from perlis had already arrived there, so we met with him there. so, i had my fave korean bbq dish which i've been craving for so long! lol. makan - makan then off to outside for some smokey action. yea, i was ting tong again, doing some free show to my friends. haha.

nothing much pun on that day, we went around b.b, shopping a lil' bit and later everyone off to do their own stuffs. mira met her friend with ady and dann, sheila went to meet her friends too and aliph and i went lepaking at dome having brownies and talk, and talk. ;D

then 10.30 ish left pavi and i drove around to putrajaya with sheila sending aliph home and sang our heart out in the car all the way home and i reached home safely around 2.00 a.m. phew.

like mira said, it's been a loonggg saturday, but as always, i had fun. thanx to everyone!

p.s~ more pics and stories visit mira's, blog. the rest gonna update later kut. haha.

legally eighteens.

happy birthday to ikmal and izanee, famously known as aliph & acaf j as they both legally turned 18 today!

heee.

<3

farewell, mr. bubbly.

friday, aug 28th;

it was the last day of my internship at IDC after almost 3 and a half month working there since last may. in the blink of an eye, it seems like it was just yesterday i started it and now i've already ended it. gosh.

my feelings on that day was kinda undescribable, i was happy that it's coming to and end, but at the same time, i'm kinda sad to leave because i've already get used to the office enviroment and i had some amazing colleagues there, but then i know that all good things must come to an end.

oh yea i learned a lot during my time there. at times i felt like i'm already in my mid twenties cause i've been working too much and yet, i'm not even reach twenty! lol.

so on my last day, i'm glad that most of staffs were on leave that day cause i really do hate saying goodbye, but i hope they do read my farewell email. heee.

when i closed the door of the office and i sigh to myself, i felt a big relief going off my shoulders as all the burden are finally gone...

;)

Alice's 20 Y.O.

happy birthday to Alice Cornwell Neowcharurn, who had just turned 20 today!

<3

ramadhan al-mubaraq.

phew, tomorrow's gonna be my first day of the last week of my internship. who would ever though that time flies so fast huh? now it's already second day of puasa. oh yea, i still haven't got a chance to wish everyone a Happy Ramadhan at my blog, so Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan ye, sesayangs. lol.

much love.

mel.

condolences.

my bff, kobain is having a difficult time now since his oldest brother had just passed away two days ago. i hope everyone would pray for his brother. i'm glad that i am able to comfort him during his rough time and i hope he will keep standing strong no matter what.

i would like to expressed my condolences to my best friend, kobain and his family for the loss of their oldest son/brother. may his soul rest in peace.

Al-Fatihah...

currently & soon.

omgosh, omgosh. it's been like ages the last time i had updated my blog. i guess twitter got me addicted to it. plus i'm kinda lazy to type everything all out anyway. heee.

august has been a little slow for me. not much things happened lately, most of them are quite personal and i rather kept it to myself. ;)

thus, a lot of things had happened outside my life. some of friends are in feud, some had gone away to wherever hell i don't know and some, well still stays the same. boooringg.

as for me, life's been so - so-lah. a lil' bit problem here and that, but things seems to be pretty good, for now. i'm just still busy with my internship, which only left two weeks more starting tomorow. i'm gonna start counting the days now. haha. Ramadhan is also coming up next week, and i'm pretty excited about it. i hope i can break fast and hang around with my friends, cause i really do missed them so much!

it was so good to see kobain after a while, last week. we went to andalus with phesza and bumped into zakiyy, arie and jibul, whom i didn't met for quite some time. gosh. it was okay - okay la. a little dramatic though involving a friend of leen, kobain's friend. i've met a few newbies there. they're all were nice and fun to hang out with.

during my weekends, i've been away to ipoh for awhile, visiting my grandpa, aunties & cousins. feels good to be in ipoh again after dah lama x balik sana. super busy katanyee. haha. well, i hope i can get to see the rest of my friends pretty soon. gosh, gile merindui korang semua! haha. the b word gang, the tabura gang, semua - semua lah. heee.

well that's it for now. i hope everything's gonna be alright soon.

until the end of time,

xoxo.

look who's talking now.

"bitch please, talk to the hand!"

a black & white party.

saturday;
after lunch at carretas, people have been talking about the ISA protest thing that's gonna happen and my parents told me that it's not safe to go out, but again, i'm dead boring at home.

aliph was dying to see me after a long time we didn't see each other, so i'm pretty much looking foward to see him and acaf, along with pdot and danang.

the road was kinda empty when i drove from home, i thought maybe people are too scared to go out today. i keep driving with hopes everything gonna be safe.

i safely arrived at klcc and met dann over there. we waited for aliph for a while and of course we gossip a lot about all those drama that's been going on lately. i guess this season gonna be much hotter. lol.

like always-la, we went to pavi to meet acaf and pdot over there, chillin' for awhile while planning what to do next. pdot blasted out a joke about "pussy" and i'm tellin' you, it's totally the phrase of the day! HAHA. so, i thought about karaoke-ing since it's been ages i sing my heart out. hehe. most of the karaoke place are packed and we ended up settling in green box sg. wang for almost 4 hours! not to mentioned, all those food! i ate quite a lot yesterday. phew!

we sang quite handful of songs. from the new hits to the classic tunes. it was so funny when we all sang "I Will Survive" with the lyrics of "Hush Hush" lol. it was so crazy in the room. well i think i'm the crazier one. kesian they have to layan me yang gile ni. haha.

the time was gettin' late and i'm scared if anything happen. thank god places near b.b and klcc are safe. most of the protestor went and create havoc at masjid jamek there. phew!

well it was still a fun day with them.


i heart everyone. xx. ;)

something to say.

"another month went by and another month is on the way,
it's been all about work and a little bit of play,
whatever things i have been through, there's always be a price to pay,
even though things are getting a little bit cliche,
i just don't want to care what they want to say,
come what may,
there will always be another day,
and i know, in the end, i'm gonna be okay."


;)

mama's b'day part deux.

in conjunction of my mum's birthday, papa brought all of us to our fave diner at la carretas for lunch and celebrate it in a proper way. i wonder what papa got for mama. hmm. hopefully that car that she always wanted. heee. well happy b'day again, ma!

xx.

20 something wedding dresses.

friday;
i got a brand new task from the events decoration department that they needed an assistant to set up an opening for a bridal shop at sri hartamas.

i was excited to take this task since i get a chance to go out of the office doing other stuffs. you know being in the office the whole day is kinda stress-sy. heeee.

this is actually my second time setting up an event. the first one was the oil & gas exhibition last month, so i kinda get how the whole thing goes from a to z.

so i have to be at the bangsar lrt station by 10.30 but ended up a bit late due to fashionably late. lol. so may, (one of the bosses) picked me up and drove all the way to sri hartamas. and met joanne (the other bosses) at the shop, which turned out to be quite near at the famous hartamas square that i used to go back then. heee.

the owner is miss valerie fan, a designer who design wedding dresses, shoes and etc. her shop is pretty cute. they just moved in to hartamas from bangsar and will have the opening tomorrow (aug 1st).

one thing that i hate doing event is the stuff loading. grrr. i had to go two three times to load the stuffs and dahlah berat. choyy. haha. so i started out by doing this ribbon bouqet, stappling the roses etc. goshh.

and then decorated the chairs in the shop. did u see those wedding dresses?

this one is pretty cool. we have to make this backdrop made from plastic where we put real flowers on the design and stick it up with another plastic on top and put it in the pole. sounds confusing rite?

just see the final product. you'll understand more. :)

they also had this amazing photographer who take all the wedding photos. it were all romantic-like of photos. obviously, duhhh! it's a wedding gallery, everything is romantic kan? ;)


i spent the whole day at the shop until 6.00 something. it was fun doing this event. i felt like i'm in a wedding garden or something. lol. it was all white and beautiful. heee. so, i told them that i need to leave early to celebrate mum's birthday. thank god papa bought her cake., since i forgot about it last nite. it was baskin robbin's. oh gosh, today marked the third time i had robbin's ice cream since tuesday. i just can't get enough of it kut. haha.

xoxo.

mama's b'day.

another year, another older & still stronger.
happy b'day mama!
may GOD bless u always.
lots of xoxo, mel. :)

p.s~ tonite potong cake and tomorrow lunch ye ma. haha.

the perfect gift.

thursday;
tomorrow will be my mum's b'day, and no, she's not entering the big 50 yet. lol. so i thought about to get her something after i finish my work.

sadly, know one is free to company me, but i was okay with that until around 4.00 p.m, kobain made a call saying that he and aleen gonna pick me up from work and agree to company me.

so no more worries. heee. i left the office quickly, since they've been waiting for like an hour or something, so rush rush la berjumpe mereka.

the traffic was awful! well it's 6.00 p.m, of course, the whole pj and kl is jam, so we made our way to mid valley to avoid traffic and i began my search for the perfect gift.

jalan punya jalan, everything's like so boring. i've already gave mum like macam - macam dah, and this time i don't know what should i get for her. luckily kobain and aleen has been a little helpful and i didn't took much long after i finally found it. hopefully she'll love it. ;)

on the way back to the parking lot, i thought about having an ice cream at baskin's, so we all go la and then that staff over there are like so annoying. he's talking to me in a bloody weird accent and i tend to hit him back mocking the way he talk. lol. seriously it sounds like demented italian accent. haha.

back in kl, kobain thought about going to andalus, so ok la we all go there and chilled for awhile until i realize that i forgot the birthday cake. memangla ha ha he he ha ha ho! choyy!

it was fun today. thanx to kobain and aleen. oh yea, did i mentioned that kobain lost the parking ticket on the way to pay the fee? HAHA. read more at his blog.

xx.

twit to the ter...

hey darls. everything seems to be all wrong and stressed up on monday blues, isn't it? i kinda had a rough day at work today. talked about doing the same thing over and over again is really getting on my nerve! gosh i just want to get over it pretty quickly! *sigh*

so hopefully my last month of this internship gonna end great. i can't wait to get back to college and finish it where it was left of. heeee. and oh, i just changed my twitter account's layout. after almost four month of using it. it was unexpectedly turned out to be a fun site after myspace/facebook etc. the new layout is so me, don't cha think?

peluk cium.
;)

a pleasant saturday.

"hi, we're the saturdays!!!" LOL. that's what we always said when it comes to saturday, dubbed as the best day of the week. unfortunately for me, i was stucked at home the whole afternoon without going nowhere. gosh. what the fuck is wrong with my saturdays now? since plan for a good nite out on friday nite was scrapped, i was kinda like not in the mood to go anywhere.

but then, hello! it's saturday kut. bapak sedeh duk rumah je. haha. so thank god mr. kobby fierce called to asked me out, so on je la and of course, we tagged the clumsy mr. acap together. heee. kobain thought we're going somewhere dekat like j.j au2 ke, but hell-no, kobain! memang la di pujuk - pujuk mamat ni, maka memandulah beliau ke klcc. ;)


so we arrived around 4.00 like that and strolling around the park and went inside to the maxis center since kobain and acap need to ask something about their phones and stuffs and later afterwards, like kobain said, i was "quite" generous today cause i wanted to treat them something, so i was thinking hershey's desserts at bk, but kobain insisst nak gelato. cehh! maybe next time, bitches! ;p


since the weather is nice, we went back to the park again and went to the kids playground and do some photoshoots. haha. it was so funny when everyone wants to "squirt!", "squirt!" instead of "work!", "work!". HAHA. see one funny pic of kobain at his blog. the "i bet u can't do like me!" shot. ;p

around 5.30-ish we made a move cause i have to be back before 7.30 since mum and papa had a wedding to attend, while i have to babysit my brothers. but before that, we went to pasar malam near my house, bought bunch of stuffs to munch! heee.


later that nite, we went out again to mali's to meet kobain's friends. aleen was super fun to hang with! the boys were cool too. i've met alice, jiha, fish there too after a long, long time i didn't meet them. shisha-la bagai nak rak until me and acap were ting to the tong! i arrived home safely around 5.00 a.m. GOSH!!!!

thanx to kobby and acap the most! xoxo.

with friends like this...

hey sesayangs. how y'all doin'? i hope everything's well and fine. (gosh, gile berangan. ;p) i'm still the same'o same'o mel; i've been hella busy with work! work! work! (singing the saturdays song. lol.)

there's a lot of stuffs have been going on lately and some of them are just beyond shocking. let's just skipped that part, since i'm just playing a supporting role in the drama. ye la if i sibuk - sibuk, people will think the opposite pulak kann? ;)

sometimes it's just so funny when we were just asking updates about our friends and stuffs, they'll be like "oh mel is such a busy body, bla, bla, bla..." honestly, it's just a waste being friendly nowdays. note to self: let them say what they want. if we tanya2, they said we're busybody, if we tak tanya, they said we're sombong. so whateverlah.

like what i have been through at the office, some of my colleague are just beyond pathetic. a little joke went too far when they tried to make me looked bad in front of the head people. note to self again: don't joke about things to people you think they are open minded people when they're actually not! i learned my lesson now.

i think now, it's not me who's following the drama. it's just happen that the drama's actually followed us no matter how hard we're trying to stay away. now that everything seems come to an end, and for the first time in a really long time, i really don't know what's next...

big boss day.

a few days after my little brother's birthday, my boss' birthday was next. the original plan is to make a surprise birthday party for her somewhere old klang road, but then plan were scrapped and we changed it to flaming steamboat next to sunway pyramid.

so jia, khai yan and me shared our gift together for her and i designed the birthday card. heee. of course, we three are the most excited for this events because of one thing; FOOD!! ;D

soon after we all finished our work, helen was kinda weird to see that most of us still haven't left the office yet and obviously the secrets gonna come out rite? but then we managed to hide it and left quickly to the place.

once there; jeng, jeng, jeng! surprise!! haha. she was shocked to see us there and like "no wonder i see you guys like so weird today." haha.

the steamboat was served as a buffet, so we can take and have anything that we want and what we don't want. lol. there's a lot of types of seafoods that i never tried before and it was yummy! there's even these cute fishballs with a smiley faces on it, so when we boiled it, those smiley face turned to sad faces cause it knows that we're gonna eat them. ;D

makan - makan la until everyone gile kenyang nak mampus. their desserts was the best. chocolate fountain ok with marshmello and biscuit stick. heaven~! heee. next was of course, camwhoring session, y'all!

then of course, the cake cutting time! everyone gathered and sings the tune and yay the whole time. hoho. it was such a good time hanging with my colleages as well bosses and other staffs. well happy birthday to you, helen. i hope you had a wonderful time and god bless u always!

around 11.30-ish p.m, i safely arrived home and woke up few hours later and go to work.
crazy rite?

;)