there's a thing call karma, in case you've never heard.

There can be a lot of things happened in a day, or in a week, or in a month or in a year. There's things that you can be happy for, or things to be sad for but one thing that I'm feeling rite now is kinda blurry, or should I say it's kinda like a mixed feelings with everything?

Recently, a lot of things had happened in my life, where I'm hoping so much that it can be stop so easily, but people, you know that it's not that easy rite?

Some of my "ugly-hearted" friends just love to stirred up my life as they like to interfered people's past lives. To me, what's really the point of bringing someone's past up and tell of to other people in a way to bring someone down?

I'm tired-lah of hearing all these nonsense. Like seriously, can't you just do something good that will at least benefit your pathetic life a lil' bit?

I don't care much when I heard people talks bad about me cause you know why? I just don't give a shit about all that. Oh yes, maybe I'm not a goody-good person but again, at least I realized that, not some kind of people who pretend that they're nice and all but behind their ugly faces, they are much more worst than what people could ever think of.

In life, you can't please everyone. Some people may like you, and some people don't. Either way, as long as you know yourself, you know what are you doing and your friends know the real you, why bother to fight back with those fuckers? It's just a waste of a energy and so help me that I have better things to do. I'll just let karma do the job as it's always around the corner to fuck your life upside down back.

;[

like an instant rush.

"I always had a little crush on you,
cause whenever I'm with you,
there will always be a little rush. "

;)

azahar's twenty-first.

Happy 21st Birthday to Azahar Abdullah!
Kakak, dah 21 sudah, I wish you all the best.


♥, adik.

;p

just like any other saturday.

Next day;

I went out to Mid Valley by KTM. I tell u, it was such a DISASTER! Oh yea, it's weekend anyway, what do you expect rite? Anyway, went there to meet Pdot, Anuar and their friends, Ayie and Shafiq, nice meeting you people!

We just chillin' all around. Talking shits and cam whoring as always. hehe. Later Anuar & Ayie make a move and left me and Pdot there, so we went and had our dinner at Seed Cafe. A little funny thing happened there. Lol.

Later on, we took a cab and went to KLCC to meet Aliph, followed by Mira, Ady and Mira. Long time haven't lepak with them. :)

Basically, I'm like so boring to posted stuffs like this on my blog, but I'm like have no idea what to post. Haha.

I merepek a lot. I know.

Until next time.

the nite of january 29th.

last nite was a little disaster, but my heartbeat did drives faster.

:)

so for now...

"I think i can do this, even with all the pressure is coming up.
After all isn't this is what i wanted to do?

Every now and then,
i will look on the bright side, and as they will always say,
it makes you become a better person than who you are now.

well said."

:)

we're just chillin'.

The next day, after the wild nite with girls, I went out with my other sesayangs to chill out since there's nothing to do at home and I'm still not busy yet with uni's stuffs. Heeee.

So the guest list were Pdot, Dann, Firr, Ady, Mira, and Anuar with special appearance by Rio and Ean! Hehe. Too bad, we didn't get a chance to take photo together since Rio is so celebrity ok! Haha.

Overview on last saturday, it's nothing much as always, but it was great la to hang around since everyone were busy with their own life and stuffs.

Back from Pavi, we, minus Pdot & Anuar went to Mira's house sekejap. Makan - makan pastu choww.

Now, back to assignments!

;p

someone's twenty-first.

Okay, so I had troubles at UTAR, but then that doesn't stop me to let things go off for awhile. Hehe.

So, last Friday, Jan 22nd, one of our B Word girls, Wani had her 21st birthday party celebration and I was cordially invited, obviously! ;p

The party started as a dinner reception at Impiana Hotel, but since I got classes on that day and only arrived home late evening, I got there quite late.

This is like our first 2010 meeting ever since Wani's open house last year where most of us attended. So, it's really great to them again. Everyone was there with the exeption of Lisya and Nana. There, I get to known Jijie, one of their friends. She's fun! ;)



So after a lot of dishes, desserts and drinks, it's time to cut the cake! Woo hoo, Wani dah tua! ;D


Seperti biasa juga, what's an event without photograph sessions rite? Maka, bercamwhorelah kami semua di sana. :)


After the celebration, Wani's parents and baby sister make a move, leaving Hakem, Wani's brother and us there. Before we leave Impiana, I was dragged up to the ladies' room by the girls. Craaaazyyy!


So, we're all like don't have any idea where to continue the party, like for real, someone just turned 21, it's a golden age okay for someone to finally have the key for freedom. Hehe. So Aya suggested we chilled out around Jalan P. Ramlee and we got a place at Sangri Island, (I think that's the name) where all the party and drama happened.



I seriously had a blast okay that nite, even though it was short, there's still next time! :)
Once again, Happy belated birthday Wani, and thanks Sheila, Puteri, Aisyah, Aya, Asfira , Jijie and Hakem for the nite!

xx.

...like seriously?

People, I am now officially an UTARcians!

So I graduated with a Diploma In Multimedia Design from Tunku Abdul Rahman College. No comments of the CGPA, let's just say I got "cukup - cukup makan" only. ;p

I was absolutely nervous and excited to continue my study after a long break since October last year. So, my course is based in the P.J. campus, (THANK GODNESS!) since Utar's main campus is at Kampar, Perak. Obviously, there's no way I'm gonna go there, leaving my precious KL life alone! ;p

On last Wednesday, I went on to my first class. I was kinda late due to the registration thingy and stuffs and upon entering the class, I had the shocked of my life, my course only got 4 students! I REPEAT, 4 STUDENTS!!!

Compared to other courses like, Graphic Design and Broadcasting, Media & Creative studies had the second least students after Corporate Communications course, which only got 2 students! My, my, okay, I get it, I took a new course, of course not many people will know. In fact, I was in the first batch and the second batch would probably be in by this upcoming May!

Oh my gosh!!! Okay, move on now...

My course mates were great. There's a Wee Hong, Edmund, Shan, and then there's me! me! me! Just four of us, doing Media & Creative Studies for the rest of the three remaining years. (-_-")

I don't really see that as the weak point of being less that the other course cause this course were actually good and this is sort of like the want that I wanted to do for my future. Plus, we'll be learning everything from Advertising, Journalism, Broadcasting and etc. Isn't that great? Or is it only me who thinks like that?

Since the first week was all about lectures, we haven't met the rest of the lecturers, but the one that we have seen so far, so good. ;)

After only two days, one of them told the remaining three that he wants to change course, and that leaves us to 3 people, for the whole course! Okay, Mel, start freaking out now!

Now, the other 2 were having a second thoughts and that even freaking me out more!!! I'm scared that I'll be left all alone. ;(

I told this to my parents and they gave me a lot of good support and told me the advantages if I was the only one doing that course, but still I'm not really that "risk taker" since I'm pretty much the first senior and that is so gonna put a lot of pressure on me!

I got a lof of different reactions from my friends when I told them about this. Some were fine, some were not, but all I can say that, this is purely on my own decision. Man, I would never thought things would get so complicated!

Now, I'm gonna take some time to think the hell out of it! I do have some back up plans, and hopefully everythings will be solve soon...

Dear sesayangs sekalian, what should Mel do?

two girls, a guy & a decent day.

Last Tuesday,

I received my offer letter for the new intake at UTAR for the Media & Creative Studies course. Obviously I was beyond excited and make no further delayed and went to P.J. to picked up the offer letter.

I tagged Syaiqim along since she was free and in fact, I haven't seen her for awhile and she'll be leaving to UK the day after to visit her love ones. ;)

Sheila on the other hand, was still surveying universities and colleges to pursue her Degree and I told her that UTAR has another new course that she'll be interested in.

So we went there separately as Sheila will be coming with her parents. Soon as we got there, we met the student counselor and discussed everything from A to Z. I was told by them that classes has already started! Damned, that means I missed all the orientation thingy. GREAT! ;[


After that, we went off to Mid Valley for lunch and it took us for almost half hour to get there cause you know why, I accidentally entered the wrong road and it took me like forever to get back to right road. (-_-")

After lunch, we jalan - jalan there for awhile before we left early to avoid the late evening jam. It was great to see both of them after so long. To Syaiqim, have a great trip to UK!

xoxo.

these past january.

Greetings darlings!
I know that I haven't been updated my blog in weeks after the "after new year" post. lol. Well here's a quick recap about what's going on with me for the past few days of January 2010.

Jan 3rd;

As Dann was saying, me and Aliph was his first 2010 friends that he met since we didn't get a chance to celebrated the new year together. I remember how things get so complicated with Aliph's dramas. ;p

Jan 8th;

Kobain, Leen and I went out to our first 2010 partayy!
Three's always a charm, isn't it?
Log on to Kobain's blog for his version of the nite. ;p

Jan 13th;

Alice accompanied me to the hair salon where I got my new hair'do.
Yes, I cut my lucious locks to an edgy spiky 'do.
Something new for 2010, I guess. LAME!
;D

Jan 14th;

The next day I went to PJ to submitted my application form at UTAR since I'm gonna continue my Degree there.

Dann was so kind to accompanied me there, and after everything was settled, we went to J.J. Balakong with Ady afterwards.

Jan 15th;

It's been awhile since I lepak with Dian and the gang, since I hardly sees them nowadays after Atilia left to Malacca to pursue her study there at UITM.

But it's always a blast with Azlan, Shahrel & Razien along the nite. ;)

what am i up to now?

Hello sesayangs,

How are guys doing lately? hehe. I know that I haven't been updated my blog that much after that new year's celebration. I guess I'm just lazy. Plus, nothing fun have been going on lately in my life. So readers, just bear with me. haha.

I've been spending most of my time with my family since most of my friends are back to study again as they are on their new semesters already while I'm just sit at home, doing a bunch of housewives stuffs since my mum is still in recovery mode after her knee operation last month. She's getting a lot more better nowadays. Alhamdullillah. :)

On the other hand, my two younger brothers are growing way to fast now. My younger brother, Muhallil will be 16 and our youngest bro, Muhaimmin will be 10. My gosh, I feel so old now. haha.

Hmmm what else is going on in my life?
Oh, I have already graduated with a Diploma In Multimedia Design from TAR College and currently waiting for the convocation this upcoming May. I know, it's still long way to go rite?

So, I've been been looking for other institutions to pursue my Degree. Currently I have my eyes on UTAR since they have this awesome new course, which is the Bachelor of Media & Creative Studies which I found it quite interesting and I'll be learning the things that I want to do for my future. So, wish me luck people! ;)

On the friends' side, i guess most of my friends are doing good. They've been busy with their own life and we do see each other whenever we're free. I have also been making a few new friends and they are so far, so good. hehe. But don't you worry my beloved sesayangs, you will never be forgotten, unless you mess with me! ;p

Love life?
Man, can we just skipped this part? haha. I don't think people are interested to see the love side of my life. hehe. I think now I'm just gonna stay single cause I like to mingle to feel the tingle with everyone. *Crap talking mode is ON!* :D

Overall, things were doing good nowadays, I'm just gonna do the things that I want to do and hopefully everything is gonna be good.

So have a great weekend people! Hopefully I'll have something good to blog about in the next post.

:)

it's just so complicated.

"Love is just one of those complicated things in your life where, at times you felt like you don't want and need it,
but when it sits inside your heart,
you know that there's no way you can let it go easily."

x

welcoming twenty-ten.

My new year celebration was a little different this time around. If last year I was in KL, this year I've decided to go out and celebrate at Damansara, one of the coolest place to chill. Heee...

So, Kobain, Acap and I had a late lunch at Ikea's Cafe, where you can find the best meatballs in town as well those scrumptious desserts! Ay, Papi! ;D

We knew that a lot of our friends gonna be there, so eventually we're gonna see some of them. We met Zakiyy and Adam after a long hiatus. Gosh, missed u guys so much! We chilled out at Starbucks for awhile, blabbing all those nonsense stuffs. Haha!

So there's this live concert going on at The Curve and lots of local artistes performed such as Meet Uncle Hussien, Jaclyn Victor, Faizal Tahir and etc. There's also this cool drummers playing as well a Michael Jackson tribute. It was awesome!

The rest of our friends came by and what a better way to have fun while camwhoring? ;p

As the concert is coming to and end, we're counting down for 2010 and as soon as the clock strikes 12.00, those beautiful fireworks starts to exploded and people started to spray those bubble cans thingy. Gosh. It was craaazyyy!

Now let's check out the faces of new year:

Aliph is still high, I don't know why. ;p

Acap, well by that look, u can tell that he's overexcited! ;D

Kobain memohon restu di tahun baru. So cannot go! ;D

and as for me, maintain jehh. ;p

So that's what happened on my new year's celebration. I would like to wish you darlings a very Happy New Year again. May 2010 brings the best out of 2009 that we left. Much ♥

2010.

happy new year darlings!!!
let's leave 2009 in peace and open up 2010 with a bang!!!
much ♥

xx

mel takes singapore.

Greetings darls,

So since 2009 is coming to and end, what more could it be than a late year-end holiday with your love ones.

My family and I decided to take a 3 day trip to Singapore since we didn't get a chance to go anywhere due to some personal issues weeks before. ;)

So on the late evening of December 27th we took a flight to Singapore and arrived safely and hour later. We stayed at Orchad Parade Hotel, located at the famous Orchard Road.

First nite was nothing much, just a little sight seeing around Orchard Road, had dinner, and a little shopping spree at Wheelock Place. ;)

Oh boy, Orchard Road really have a lot of malls there!

On the second day, we took the Hop On-Hop Off bus all over Singapore, from Orchard to Raffles, to Chinatown and ends up at the Singapore flyer since my little brothers have been dying to take the flyer. Mum and I weren't too keen about it. Gayat-lah! ;D

Back from flyer, we had lunch and continued the ride all over the place. It was fun!

Later that nite, Papa brings Amin and Lil to the Night Safari while Mum and I decided to go on a mall tour. Hehe.


The next day, we thought about visiting the Sentosa Island or anywhere there but due to time constraint, we just hang around Orchard Road. Well there's always next time.

;)

saturday, the 26th.

Saturday, December 26th;

It's been a long time since I hang around KL town.
So I went out with my bro, who will be hanging out with his friends while I met Danang, Mira, Ady & Chin followed by Anuar later on.

Fun timessssssss....

xx

another legally teen.

Danang Joyo Prakoso, you are now official 18!
Say hello to 18 rated movies and ciggies and porn!
;D

Happy Birthday buddy, much xoxo.

the devils on the loose.

After the disastrous two nites in the row last week, we wouldn't want to missed a chance on Christmas' eve nite. So everything was well that nite, even when the crowds are not that full and the music were kinda blahhh.

But it's all changed when "Sexy Bitch" is heard and "Bad Romance" and "3" followed up later.
;)

We even dance to a Christmas song. (WTF? I KNOW RITE?)
but one thing for sure, all eyes on us, the devils on the dancefloor.

;D

x-mas.

merry x-mas and a happy new year.
mel's gonna be a good boy this year... NOT!

;p

two nite of so-called disasters.

on the nite of december 18th, kobain, acap and i were supposed to go out and had a wild nite out, unfortunately, things doesn't go off that easy.

so we decided to try the next day, with hopes that maybe we'll get a chance. unfortunately, plans backfires again. haha.

so what we do is, we went off to Andalus with Fauzan, Syala and Amar and smoked that fruity pot until we all got high. then we went off to NZ meeting Atilia and the gang.

i guess it wasn't that disaster nite after all rite, friends?
;)

p.s~ those who knew the real deal, let's just keep it to ourselves, shall we?

xx

the party don't start 'til I walk in...

Soon after my birthday celebration, we hit the hot spot partying all nite long. Hehe. I met a lot of people that nite and they did wished me. Thank you so much people! In fact, I got a birthday shout out from the DJ himself, courtesy of Kobain. Thanks babe!

The music were awesome as there's a lot of current hit songs being played that nite . Heee. Glad that everyone had a good time. I guess being 20 wasn't that bad after all.

Thank again, Kobain, Acap, Leen, Aleen, Aliph, Anuar, Atilia, Dian, Razien, Azlan, Shahrel, Azahar and the gang and everyone again!

;)

i got punk'd on my twen-teen birthday!

The day was my twen-teen birthday. (REASON OF TWEN-TEEN, I CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M GETTING OLD! ;p) Since i'm not throwing a party this year, I thought about just going out, partying all nite long but my friends had their own plans for me. Grrrr...

So I thought it will just be a fun nite with Kobain, Acap, Aliph and Leen but on the way there, a drama begin. Leen called up Kobain bringing a bad news, she said that she got snatched and her valuable stuffs were gone. I felt horrible cause it happened on my birthday. On MY FREAKING 20TH!

I felt really bad for Leen, who was with Aleen at that time so I tried very hard to chill and quickly went to the scene.

It was really dramatic when we got there. Leen was crying like hell near the road side and everyone was like doesn't know what to do and I was seriously not in the mood for this!

Then they asked me to take something from the back of Leen's car, so I opened up a boot as saw a cake and they shouted "SURPRISE!!" I was so surprised and only later I realized that it was all a prank! OH.MY.GOSH. A birthday prank! I was like what the hell! what the hell! U guys don't make jokes like this ok! Seriously, aku geram gile! Haha!

So we all went to the car park where I cut my birthday cake and had a photo sessions for awhile.Thank u so much you guys! I really appreciated it! Full story again, log on to Kobain's blog.

;)

three's a charm.

After Hong Kong, I was really busy with my family stuffs but that doesn't mean I don't go out and have fun with my two besties, Kobain and Acap. ;)

It was two days before my birthday and I thought about going to PJ to get our refund cheque for Beyonce's canceled concert. So Kobain and Acap picked me up and we're off to PJ. As usual, we were lost again! Haha!

After getting our cheques, we headed to Amcorp Mall for awhile, having a late lunch at A&W then we ran out of ideas where to go next. So, I thought about karaoke since I haven't karaoke with them for like a long time.

At first they don't really keen with my idea, but since it was my treat, maka sukalah mereka berdua. Hehe.


The karaoke was three hours as always, the set list are really different this time, there's a lot of classics and some of them are just cannot go ok! HAHA! From "Puncak Kasih" to "Menaruh Harapan" it was all back to the old school y'all!

Full story log on to read Kobain's version of the day. ;)

the hong kong experience.

I know that I have not updated my blog in ages lately. I've been very, very busy indeed. *POYO JEHH KAN?!* But now, not anymore! Hehe.

So this following events occurred few weeks ago around early December. I was given a chance from Papa to accompany Grandpa and Auntie to Hong Kong since Grandpa got a meeting with Yeos there.

Obviously, I was really excited with that opportunity since I've been travel that much other than Singapore, which was actually I think a decade ago? Heh!

Back to Hong Kong, I was there for three days, I know it's kinda short, but at least there's something rather than nothing rite? Lagi pun kita ni ikut orang, so pepaham jelahh. ;)


The first day was ok. The flight was not that long, it's just around 3 and a half hours and as soon as I got my feet there, I just can't really believe that I'm in a foreign country! Haha. Gile jakun shiall!! ;p

Since it's a business trip, most of the people were grandpa's colleagues and everyone was nice. ;)
During dinner, I sat the same table with a whole bunch of wives. Haih sume makcik - makcik ok.

I thought I was the only "young adult" there, but not. There's Evan, son of one of grandpa's colleague. So me and him had a quite adventurous nite around HK after the dinner. We went around to HK's famous party street, Lai Kwan Fong street where all the bars located at and there's like gazillion people there. It was fun! ;)


Second day was my shopping day with my Auntie while Grandpa had his meeting the whole day. We're kinda like shopaholic there cause some things were kinda cheaper there. Thank god Papa gave my shopping allowance! ;D Me and my aunt just walk all over the mall and shopping streets. HK had like a lot of streets that sells pretty good stuffs.

I thought about exploring HK again on the second nite, but I had to go to the dinner, which was kinda sad, but what to do. But I did walk around all alone that nite. Pathetic, I know. Haha.

Finally, it's time to go home on Sunday. It was kinda sad to leave so early, but who knows, there's always a next time and hopefully I'll be going with my whole family for a holiday.;)

I think that is the most fun holiday I ever had by myself. Thanks Papa!

thanxx.

i just want to say thanks to you guys and girls for those lovely birthday wishes.
i am now twen-teen! ;D

much love.
xx

surprise, surprise.

Hey hey hey ladybabes & gentledudes. LOL. how y'all been doing? *berangan mode's on* I hope everyone had a great time with their lives. Heee. I know it's been awhile again that I didn't updated my blog. I've been busy with some stuffs. I'll shall talk about it later... ')

So, last Nov 29th was my best friend, Kobain a.k.a. Kobby Fierce birthday, and we decided to threw him a suprise celebration at his crib. Everything went well, hope he likes that Chocolate Lady cake courtesy of Acap.

The special guest for that nite was Firr, one of Dann's close pal. Gituw kan?! We ended up picnic beside the road with until 2.30 a.m. if i'm not mistaken. It was fun.


Well, I hope you enjoyed our decent celebration, Kobain, Happy Belated Birthday! Heee.

;)

still here.

"i know it's been awhile,
but it has never been forever,
whatever it takes for that little smile,
i know it won't be over..."

xoxo

M

kobain the diva.

Ahmad Aq'grabin, famously known as Kobain and not to be forgotten his famous alter ego, the legendary Kobby Fierce *LOL*, is turning 20 today!!!

We may not get along nicely at the first time, but we have became buddies and I'm so grateful to have a friend like you during good times and bad times.

Have a great 20th b'day, and hopefully, all your dreams will comes true.

Happy Birthday, Kobain!

XOXO

p.s~ hope u like our surprise party last nite!! thanx to acap, danang, and firr for make it happen!
;)

all that he wants.

"it seems like things were gettin' good these days,
even when i don't asked for it.
what more could i want?"


;p

gold diggers.

Yesterday I finally got the chance to see the new Malay chick flick, "Pisau Cukur", starring my two favorite actresses, Fazura & Maya Karin. I rarely watched Malay films in the cinema, but this one is just too good to be left out!

The theme of the movie was kinda daring, but the producers were really good in terms of interpreting the story with good scripts. It is fun movie. I love every seconds of it. Lol.

I do hope more Malaysian films will looked like this. It's time to get real, people.

;)

that nite was a good nite part trois.

this one were taken from last week's nite out. it's been a while since the last time me and my friends had a good nite out. some interesting notes that happened were;

*someone opened up the floor with a fire!
*someone loosen up his clothes off. lol.

overall, everyone had such a good time. well, that's for sure. ;p

xx

:)

"i know that it may be a little too soon,
but when the feeling's there,
you know you gotta ♥ it."

we must be some kind of superstars.

last sunday, i was damned bored all alone at home. since everyone's out of the house, i called up Atilia asking her to go out for lunch and i quickly get dressed and left the house headed to Kampung Baru, where she live.

we had no idea where to go to eat, after several choices, we made a way to Ampang Point, where we had Taiwanese noodles and rice. yum, yum!

Atilia and i later went to the second hand shop and had a blast laughing all the way. lol. ;D

we met Dian and Azlan later on at McD and went and lepak at Pelita for awhile, as always, it was raining that evening.

so since we had nothing to do, i was thinking about a karaoke session at the newly opened mall in Wangsa Maju, the Wangsa Walk Mall and brooom, we're off to there.

the name of the karaoke box are Superstar Karaoke and the place is kinda cool, the price is not that expensive though, so we booked the place for two hours and scream our lungs out. ;)


it was such a fun day. Atilia is now enjoying her holiday at UK, so have a great vacation, girl, can't wait to see you back next week.

much xx.

zakiyy's 18th.

To Raja Muhammad Zakiyy, Happy Birthday!
May your 18th will be as sweet as 16th.

lots of ♥

haha-lloween.

happy halloween, bitches.

xx.

3

everybody loves oooh!

week roundup part deux.

here's part two of my October week roundup. ;)

oct 20th;

my final semester result is out and everything's well. so in conjuction for a little celebration, i went out to see Dann, Ady and Aliph. me and Dann met Mya for the first time after a few months being friends through the net. heee. ooh, me and Aliph got ourselves a new hair'do.

oct 23rd;

i went out with Anuar and his twin friends, Ara and Ana. they're hilarious! it was fun hanging with them. later that nite, i bumped into Fikri and his friends for awhile. it's been awhile since i last saw him.

oct 24th;

Muhallil and i went to see daddy and auntie at pertama complex for our sister's wedding attire and as always, daddy hates my hair. lol.

later that evening, i brought Lil with me to see my friends, Rio, Ean, Mira, Dann and Jaja.

fun fun as always.

;)





oct 26th;

i went jalan - jalan at the new mall at wangsa maju, wangsa walk mall with Syaiqim. we had an amazing drinks at auntie kopitiam there. they had thise awesome lemon strawberry drink. totally loves it!

oct 27th;

i went to refund for Beyonce's tickets with Syaiqim and we got lost for like an hour to get there. lol.

back to kl, we went to the mamak stall infront of my college for late lunch and met Alice and her new hair! she looked gorgeous!

the so-called triangle drama.

"the funny thing about the drama this time around, it's just that things were never really quite happen but then, i guess some people are just being plain dramatic..."

Ouch!

p.s~ i just don't the like the fact that i've entered myself in a stupid situation. wayyy beyond stupid!
X

week roundup part un.

since i haven't updated my blog for like ages, that doesn't mean that nothing is going on. well actually, there's so many things happened for the past few weeks. it's just that i've been a very lazy ass to update it. so i guess a little diary-like post might be interesting. ;p

let's start it off with oct 12th;

three sibling from three different mums. good job, daddy! ;p

my sister had her 27th birthday and so we went for a dinner somewhere with my stepmum and her siblings. how annoying is that? it's kinda dramatic that nite. oh well whatever, next!

oct 17th;

since my younger brother, Muhallil just finished his PMR exams, all of us went back to Ipoh to visit grandpa and my aunts there.

i had a reunion with my old IDC colleague, Jia Yieng, who stayed there and we had such a great time. it was kinda my first time hanging out with a friend outside KL actually. lol.

oct 18th;

back from Ipoh, we went straight to Rawang to visit Uncle Bala, papa's friend. it was Deepavali that day. had an awesome food!

later that nite went out shisha with dann, ady, the twins, pdot and his gang as well atilia and her gang. ;)

special thanx to Kak Ira for the treat! he he.


and lastly on the 19th, Beyonce announced that she decided to postponed her I Am... Tour stop in Malaysia. sucks to the max y'all! ;[

well, that's it for now. stay tuned for part two!

X

bla, bla, blahhh.

it feels like ages since the last time i blogged about something.
what the hell, mel?

i guess my life is turning boring now.

*yawnnn*

lol.

not fair.

"i think it's not really fair to let go your anger towards people who had done nothing but innocent in the whole situation."

;[

that nite was a good nite part deux.

"everybody loves ooooh!" - Britney Spears, 3

yep, that's one line from Britney's new song that i think everyone love to do. gettin' sexy and wild on a fun nite. hehe.

so i think this entry marked the third consecutive weeks about me going out partying. lol. well what to do, i'm on my study break. my exam has already ended and what else to do rite? ;p

Kobain told me the day before that he want to go clubbing with Leen and so i decided tto agged Syaiqim along. heeee.

the place was sure packed when it hit by midnight. the music was good and people were having their good time and me and my friends had a blast that nite. okay, no more partying after this Mel!

;p

an old pal of mine.

on late afternoon, i got a text from an old pal of mine, Twahira, asking me to chill out at a place nearby our homes. we used to be primary and secondary schoolmates back then and i used to bumped into her around KL. like she always said, "kau ni muke pavi mel, asyik - asyik jumpe ko kat situ." LOL.

so since i've got nothing to do at home (actually i do, which is spring cleaning my room. ;p) i decided to meet her up at old taste cafe. it was nice to see some old peeps after so long. we catching up some stuffs as well talking about those past dramas. hehe. i had a great time.

until next time.

;)

all over sunday.

last sunday, i went out to KL all alone and it was kinda cool but i felt kinda lame being alone and thank god Syaiqim gave me a ring to asked me out and since i told her i'm already in KL, she came here a.s.a.p. hehe.

we decided to have a late lunch at Carl's Jr. and then went off to meet her friends and then went to Hartamas for awhile before heading to Damai. omgosh, i know rite? it's like all over the place. heeee.

anyway, thanks Syaiqim for the day outing. i had fun.

;)

the b word raya reunion.

the next day after clubbing was Wani's open house. obviously all the B Word gang was there, with the exception Nana, who had something on that day. so i went with Sheila to Wani's house, which located at Melawati.

upon arrived there, Aya and Asfira were already there and most of the guest are Wani's parents guests. so we just chilled for awhile and waited for the rest to come.


the food was awesome, they got Laksa, Mee Hoon Sup, Nasi Impit and etc. fuhhh so much to choose from. hehe. later afterward, Aisyah, Puteri, Lisya and Mira came and the chaos begin! haha.

the girls ate like up to four to five times. gile-lah weyyh. lol. wani's little brother kinda annoying ok, but he's kinda cool. haha. her little sister is so cuteee. hehe. we stayed at her house until nite. gosh, that's the longest time i've ever been to someone's house. lol.

it was a fun day with all my bitches around. we rarely seen together these days, so it's kinda cool once awhile to gathered together.

until the next time i see them again.

;)

we like to party, party.

this nite out was totally unexpected. i wasn't sure whethere i want to go out to party that nite, but Kobain was bored and he wanted to have some fun, so i texted my old pal, Fikri and picked him up and then picked Kobain up and we're off to our fun place. lol.

Kobain and i got the opportunity to dance at the podium, so what else can u expect rite? heeeeee.
the music was totally awesome too! basically all the new hits and club favorites are being played all nite long! hehe.

soon later, it's time to go home, Fikri and his friend, Zarul wanted to chill somewhere, but i'm just too tired to go. maybe some other time peeps.

xoxo.

;)

my little darlings.

hey darlings. how y'all feeling? i hope everyone is good good. hehe. it's been like ages since the last time i blogged, well it's because that i've been pretty much lazy to log in my blogger account. haha.

turns out, i do miss blogging after some time. so expect a little mega post coming up. (gile perasan kan?! ;p)

so last week mum got a called from Mak Teh saying that she and all her grandchildren are with her at JJ Au2. so mum was like, do u guys want to meet your little nephews and niece? of course duhh! it's been like months since the last time i saw those toddlers. i missed them so much!

as we arrived at the food court, i can hear two of my nephews, Zaaryiel and Saszreen screaming and running around the playground. gosh.

their youngest brother, Naazryiel had pretty much grown up so fast! the last time i saw him was when he was like 4 or 6 months old and now he's about to turn to one years old! time moves so fast, isn't it. nasib die mau gak kat aku nie. hehe.

me holding Naazryiel, while Muhalil holding Aiman. ;)

Amin & Saszreen. comot makan ice cream! heee.

kak sheila's son, Aiman is pretty much with his mother all the time. tersangatlah susah for me to play around with him. grrr.

his baby sister, Ariqa, who was born few months ago are growing up to. she's the only girl grandchildren on mak teh's family. yay! i can buy some cool girl stuffs for her later on. hehe.

apparently, i couldn't snapped a picture of Zaaryiel, who's been running around all over the mall. haihh. sabar jelah. so that day i was babysitting them for a while, while mak teh, kak sheila and mama went around. omgosh, penatt ok!

so that's what happened on that day. at least terubat rindu. hehe.

the best & the worst.

the best part of being single is you are free to do whatever you want,

but

the worst part of being single is you are pretty much would feel lonely...


god i sound like a bit desperate, isn't it?

LOL!

passing judgements.

looking back for the past nine months, a lot of things have been happening. despite everything that happened, there will always be ups and downs.

you can't run away from everything that happened. that's one thing i learned when you faced down stuffs that you just wish you don't have to go through.

lately, i've been hearing a lot of stuffs that i don't want to hear. i see the things that i don't want to see and i felt things that i don't want to feel.

it really sucks that by just being yourself, can lead into some awful judgments being made about you. i know that at one point, not everyone will like you for whatever you do. i mean i really get it. the point is, is it a crime to just be your own self? am i really interrupting your life in any way?

i go through my life the way it leads me to and i follow it the way that i want to go to. i don't stirs people's lives. i don't burden my friends, but yet this is what i get, a lot more of bad judgements.

i'm not saying that i changed so much from my past lives. for me, it's just part of growing up. everyone had gone through this. the difference is i have my own way, and you have your own way too in terms of handling our own lives.

it's not like when i don't acted like the same person you knew before, that doesn't mean that i drastically changed to another person. like i said, i'm growing up. i like to experienced new thing. i like to challenge myself to another level in my life to make things better for myself not like some of you people. ugh.

i'm not being a hater, and i'm not here to judge you. i'm just being who the hell i am. at the end of day, people say things that they like, and do what they want, and i know that i'm doing the best i could.

;)